['Kage, I'm so glad you're safe,' Deckerd almost writes, or 'We've been so worried about you, let us help you,' but he didn't write that either, or the 'Please,' he actually does write several times, but deletes it each time. If this was to be the beginning of another line of communication, he didn't want to scare Kagerou away or make him angry]

Kagerou.

It was... Terrifying. I knew that it would end in my destruction, and in its own way, it did. I was afraid. But I also thought that what I meant for was needed to help everyone, not just to help Yuuta. Or myself.

...I think if it had happened later, closer to when I was stolen away here, it would have carved away more of my heart to do it. But I still would have.